So...
This is my first journal and im afraid it wont be a very bright journal. To be honest, i'm kinda angry at myself.
I mean, i draw already since i was 5, al kind of things and stuff. After that i started to draw copies of other peoples drawing to practice some stuff but lately nothing works out the right way.

I cant copy drawings anymore and when i try to draw myself it looks all messy and stupid. Although i have a couple of drawing books it wont work out the right way, for some reason it doesn't look 3D enough to me. I really mess up the hair, it's just something i really can't do and it makes me angry. The only thing i was good at were eyes and even that dont work out the right way anymore!

Argh! I practice as much as i can so why can't i do what i did before?

Well sorry about this first not to cheerfull journal.
Hope the next one will be a little bit more happy.

Love, Nr13